- Life was sweeter nw tt i've met euwww -

2006-10-29T20:13:00.000+08:00

InComplete

I may look like everything's fine in Life,

but behind this happy look lays a deathfull

heart....

I really miss my gal alot..life is so boring,

so painful and so incomplete witout her..

I jus don n0e hw to express my love,my miss,

my concern and my life to her..

i'm jus waiting for her return,and tats in 2yrs time..

tats a long time to wait..but i have to..

i'll always love her and only her..

n01 has ever been loved tis much from me..

but tis lucky gerl,she took my breath away...

she made world turn,changed me alot..

even when she's nt here,i'm still changin

for her,and will always be faithful to her...

Mummy,please come back to papa as soon as possible..

papa missing mummy alot..

pa will always love ma..

till death do US apart and even life after death...

Muack!!!

2006-10-09T02:45:00.000+08:00

Real Love

Damn tis life of mine...

my baby left already on 02/09/06..

she'll be back 2fuckin years...

and nw she's in a pub wip her sister..

fufillin her sis request..

WTF,she promised me,wat abt my PROMISE?

telling me to sleep first?wat ever happen to US?

haiz..

i'm tryin to accept the fact that she wanna

study,i'm happy wip her decisions..

jus hopin tat things wont change...

i really miss her alot..have been crying like a baby..

i n0e tat chucky wont cry at all,even if its death..

but when cum to my gerl..i'm nt chucky..

I'm her HUBBY...so its okie 2 cry..

another thing which made me shocked is,

our child,she had a miscarriage,and nw

she's nt ready yet..

We used to be so happy tat we're gonna

be a parent,but nw,she's askin me to wait...

haiz.tis is too much 4 me to take...

my heart is killin me everyday...

But i'll fight to win,

Our love will conquer all..

ps:Mummy i Love u so much and will

wait till u return k.no1 will replace u..

2006-09-13T18:16:00.000+08:00

Only God Kn0w's

Its been a long time since i updated my blog...

cz i've been running through alot of problems...

nw my greatest problem is my gerl,

she's gonna leave me and go overseas to study..

and its gonna be 2fucking years..

its great if we're together,nt worrying abt anythings..

but in tis 2years many things can happen..

i've been imagining so many things abt her

staying there,i'm nt so happy abt it..

but she's okie wip it..

i cant tell her nt to go,i'm so lost nw...

if only she can feel wat i feel,

tat would be great....

wat if she forgets abt me in tis 2yrs..

i'll miss her so much...

i'll nt have sum1 to tok to,

sum1 to tolerate my nonsense,

sum1 teaching me the good and bad...

pls help me... my time is running out...

the next thing i'll know is

"she's gone"...

2006-08-02T00:14:00.000+08:00

Behind Our Smiles,There is Pain...

didnt belive when ppl said tat,behind evevry laughter lies a painfull story...

now i realized tat is is very true..

trying every single second of our day to save our love...

hoping it will last till eternity,marriage,kids ect:

but there are many ppl trying their very best to tear US apart..

WHY must they do tis to US...

is it bcos i look like a bad guy,irresponsible guy,bastard???

well i don care,wat they think of me...

we will still nt stop loving...

I'll do anything to keep tis love safe and happy..

I"LL DO ANYTHING FOR MY LOVE....

ps:thanks baby for everything u've done and sacrificed..

love u always...muack..

2006-07-20T23:29:00.000+08:00

ThE LoVe We ShArE

Its so hard fr me n0w tat im trying to change,

thanks to my baby gerl,she's helping me out....

i n0e tat its funny and unusual to hear tat i'm changing for the

better,but its true..hehe must change leh, getting my in laws hearts leh

but sumtymes the words i tok jus cant change.. my gerl and i have been arguing

lately...cos of my word...'no tyme','fucker','asshole' ect....

n0w she's so angry tat she haven even call me,cos she wanted to meet me

and she found out tat i wanted to go clementi..haiz.. ended up staying home and shaking leg..

i regret making her angry and calling her names... wat am i going todo to make

her happy back.. haiz.. sumbody help me... i'm trying my best...

2006-06-29T17:14:00.000+08:00

I'm Missing You...

sumtimes i ask my self... why my life sucks...

nw sitting down missing her so muc,

i jus feel like crying out loud and shouting her name..

its been 13days since i last met her...

and the last tyme she called me was,

yesterday at 7.19pm..

wats going on, why she haven call me...

i'm jus scared tat her dad found out again, tats

she's contacting wip me...

niwae,WHAT THE FUCK!,

cant even contact her.. must teach tat old brat

wat LOVE means...

AARRGGGHHH!!!!

Baby i miss you.. and loving u like crazy already...

contact me soon.. before i break ur house and

kidnap you... hehe..

CHUCKY GOING CRAZY ALREADY!!!

2006-06-24T23:17:00.000+08:00

Love is blind and that I knew when

My heart was blinded by you.

I've kissed your lips and held your head.

Shared your dreams and shared your bed.

I know you well, I know your smell.

I've been addicted to you.

As you move on, remember me,remember US and all we used to be..

I've seen you cry, I've seen you smile.

I've watched you sleeping for a while.I will be the father of your child

I'd spend a lifetime with you.

I know your fears and you know mine.

We've had our doubts but now we're fine,

And I love you, I swear that's true.

I cannot live without you.

Baby i miss you...

2006-06-19T14:16:00.000+08:00

The first pic we took... <3

Life jus sucks for me,rite nw i'm sitting

here waiting 4 her call or msg..

its been 2days tat i've last heard a thing from her..

haiz...

thanks to her, we spend our 2months 2gether and only US..

a very romantic day i had...

jus the both of US,enjoying the at a reservoir..

hmm bie, thanks so much.

if there's lil chucky or lil angel...

i'll be the happiest guy in the world...

2006-05-16T15:25:00.000+08:00

My LiL Princess....

ToDaY It'S 'OUR' DaY

oh boy i'm so happy 2day..

cos today is our 1month 2gether...

Since 16/04/06

when our love was born..hehe

till 2day and and many years tocome,

our love will grow stronger and better...

(our prayers tat we could make it)

hmm sori for n0t updating tis shit offten...

niwae i jus woke up.. had a tired day last nite..

hoping tat my baby gerl could meet me today..

hmm till then peace out!!

2006-05-13T12:02:00.000+08:00

The devil in me, The angel in her....

2006-05-13T11:50:00.000+08:00

Loving Her Day And Nite

Siting here waiting for her...

beens days since we last met...

hoping that all our probs will END...

and our love will grow again...

was waiting for her whole day

yesterday...

but she wasnt online...

miss her so much....

and sori for not updating for

some long tyme... having some probs

and been bz....

2006-05-12T22:19:00.000+08:00

BOO! monkey!
im done with yr blog!
i hope you like it! :D
huhu. soory i post too without yr permission :X
u can delete if you want too later.
take care.
byyyye.

lollisha.

2006-03-15T15:14:00.000+08:00

Bird<>Aidil<>Chucky

John Angkong and Little John

2006-03-02T21:54:00.000+08:00

<>Peace<>
Tatoo can't be taken away.. How?

2006-02-19T20:51:00.000+08:00

LiFe BeCoMiNg WiLd

w0w w0w w0w...

chucky's back..

from the dead..

Eating more ppl up!!!(haha)

haiz... friday had some fight in skool...

opponent brought his ppl down...

wit weapon..(ksiao THERE!!)

chucky went down alone...(esai THERE)

teacher came..caught us fightin..

police was called..haiz...

havin another case...

life sucks ah....

now i got 2case pending...

haiyo.. wats wrong wit me??

becoming ksiao back??

i oso don n0e.. i becomin violent fast...

saturday went silvertortise...

weeyoo...kcho.....

dpt mkn dageng ah...

the guys were all kicap..haha...

even boss njoyed himself..

Now all brother2 comin back...yeah...

Wansuay <>K.B.T<>

2006-01-19T13:19:00.000+08:00

When I'm Gone......

every one out there...

if im gone,and u cant find me...

pls take care...

remember tat one dae or wat,,,,

i'll be back...

me now at home... praying....

cos i leaving to cantoment now...

maybe i'll be back...

or not....

i pray hard...

to my frens,my family and the gal whom i love...

take care u all.. love u all so much...

u all will alwaes be remember...

k bye....

<<<>>>cHuCkY SiAo<<<>>>

hope to be back 2dae...

2006-01-12T03:35:00.000+08:00

The minute you walked through my door

I know this love is forever more

But then you told me all these lies

To see the tears filling up my eyes

You tought me right from wrong

And showed me always to be strong

But now I'm better of alone

Searching for a better home

Gimme a reason for me to believe in,

can't you see in my eyes?

Now I need a reason, for I am still grieving.
Is this the time to say goodbye?

'Cause deep in my heart I know there's a reason

why I am not leaving,
why im not alone.

Was something in your eyes I know I can't resist.

Something in the air, I dont know why.

You were hardly there when I was on my own.

There's something about you that makes me cry.

2006-01-11T00:37:00.000+08:00

LoSt LoVe

I look out of my window,

and i see u as a star...

tried to reach you,

but there u're so far....

so i prayed 2 god,

'would u take care of my princess',

'shower her wit joy and lots happiness'...

I tried to fight it all,

but jus can't get to you...

In the end,

i'm left sick....

Cos after all the love,

you're still NOT MINE.....

Where is my Love???

2006-01-08T23:03:00.000+08:00

Life is full of WAR..

i'm still sick and body full of pain..

last nite went out clubbin...

went to two clubs...

fun brings out all the excitement in every1...

and alwaes endin up in fights..

yeah2..i was caught in a fight...

was wit all my brothes....

luckily was nt injured tat badly...

but pity tat guy..haiz...

went back home around 9plus...

boss gave all of us a treat...

boss fuck me again...farker..

he nw askin me to have ppl under me..

wat the hack...

no2 i'm good...

wanna be a lover nt a fighter...

sumbody help me...

<<>>wansuay K.B.T<<>>

Kalau.Berani.Try

2006-01-01T07:33:00.000+08:00

HaPpY nEw YeAr

2006

a new year...and a new start...

tats wat is gona happen 4 me...

last nite went to meet brothers...

long tyme no see boss....

kena fuck ah..hehe...

my dae was even worse...

when i saw Siti Ruzanna...

my most loved ex...

shit her damn much...

did so much 4 her,loved her so much....

and all i get is SHIT!!!

besides tat,,,she stead wip my own brother....

fuckin B***h....

hate her so much...

4get it ah...new start...hehe....

A gerl told me,she wanted to join us go town...

in the end,....she went M.I.A...

i msg nvr reply...haiz...

da la i angry see my ex face...

the gerl who looks exactly lyk her oso make me angry...

but 2dae was quite fun yeah....

sori to aziah and gang...

4 not meetin up wip u all...

sori to those who were injured by me..hehe

i'm so happy....

i didnt drink and smoke since

1/1/2006...

hehe...k la...nitez...

2005-12-30T14:11:00.000+08:00

Cool in the inside.....

Burning on the out side....

2005-12-29T04:43:00.000+08:00

Guess Its 0ver..or nt meant 2 start!!

Nvr tot of being in tis state now....

nvr tot of beenin hurt...

nvr tot it'll b u...

2005-12-28T04:45:00.000+08:00

sumtymes life is so confusing....

its alwaes got 'the good' n 'the bad'.......

and sumtimes got 'the ugly'.......

i'm now in the ugly spot yeah....

sickness,anger,confused,ect......

went to wlds to chill wip bdk oren....

came back home at 9....

fever got higher......

fell like dying........

wats wip me????

thinkin too much of sumting......

makin me sick.......

now i'm sittin here....

askin my self......

was it worth tellin it.....

was gonna happen next????

wat should i do?????

am i gona get or loose????

life jus sucks to the MAX!!!!!!!

2005-12-27T02:44:00.000+08:00

Jus got back from my aunts home.........
so the beli tired,drunk and mostly SICK!!!!!
i been sick since mornin yeah....
body feelin so cold and havin sore throat...
now geting runin noose...hehe...
muke da mcm mat drug....haha....
i'm sick and still actin ok...
hehe...step hero....
but i guess.......no1 is a hero....
there's alwaes sum1 beta then us in life....
To tat gerl,(hahaha)my msg might sound
like i'm jokin...but.....wat if one dae i said.....
it's true.....and its been quite some tyme......
"wat would you do then????????".............................

2005-12-25T07:49:00.000+08:00

Chucky so tired and tensed up....
jus Reach home from queenz....
i was so dam bored and disturb there...
first tyme in the book of chucky siao,
chuck didnt dance in the club....
i was disturb by sum1,
or lets sae a msg...
it spoiled my mood and my mind....
hmmm but it over already...
cant go back tyme...rite...
but town was good jus now...
wow the place was so the very pack...
went to far east... got someting 4 shazzy little sis...
hope she likes it...sumthing small...
chucky don noe see girls things ah...
might be nt nice...so sori girl k...
hmmm meet tat noti shazzy...at k.F.C...
toked 4 a while,then met her back at esplanet...
so sori if my frens were too much...
hmmm then onli went to queenz....
tat was the tyme i was..........................................................................................

2005-12-24T10:20:00.000+08:00

2005-12-24T10:01:00.000+08:00

I'm dam sick now...
vomitin and havin fever...
All tis happened cos
of my stupidness....
went to j.e...
Ate L.j.s...vomited there...
went to play pool...vomited there...
haiz... lagi swuay..
Was wacked by a pool stick...
Stright in my eyes and nose...
Went back home...slept early ..
Mom came back gave me medicine...
then i slept back...nitez....

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